ARGH!!!!
ONE WEEK of school holiday is like a ONE YEAR for me as i can't see him for 9 days
ARGH!!!!
Im just too addicted to him i guess..
i seriously can't forget him that easily
i want to forget him as he like another girl already but
just can't simply forget him like that
He did not talk to me since he already knew that i like him
and i guess that's why he like another girl
I did not want to mention the girl name as i actually not that confirm whether he really like her
But i just want him to talk to me normally
I don't care if he dislike me or something..
but i just want him to talk to atleast as a friend
But somtimes i feel that whenever i looked at him
he seem to know and gave me a looked back
As if there's a connection between us
He want to find a right girl for him
and i wish that girl was me
but i guess my wish won't come true
Sometimes i also feel that he like me
but maybe his friends do not like me
and i think he ashamed to like me as he scared that he will be a joke to everyone
and i do not want that to happened..
I scared that if i and him were a couple...
people may talk about us and say to him that he has a UGLY GIRLFRIEND
And i also scared that he may just changed feelings when he saw another preety girl than me
Im just scared of losing him when if i already got him
I just want him to know that
''I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY SAY
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
YOU TRY TO PULL ME AWAY
BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH
MY HEART's CRIPPLED BY THE VEIN
THAT I KEEP ON CLOSING
YOU CUT ME OPEN AND I
KEEP BLEEDING IN LOVE''
I really loves him and want to be a part of his life forever
Hope one day he will accept me
and i will be just counting the days..
''I LOVE YOU''

Labels: FOR HIM